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oh no! we're falling down a hole!

from Vaguely Authentic EP by 7 Hour Darkness Invasion

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i'm tired
it's in my blood
and i'm starting to doubt whether i'll make it home
this coat's not waterproof
headphones broke again
so i'm listening to the wind and the rain and the traffic
thinking about the things i said
trying to console a friend
wishing that i knew how to be supportive
just wanna take my wet clothes off
and get back to bed
but i mean it's not like i ever really rest

cause when i try to go to sleep
i hear people speak to me
i hear drums beat
distant screams
it's a cacophony
and in my dreams
i get deadnamed by my friends
and i try and fail to save my ex again and again

i'm tired
you could say i'm fatigued
is it a symptom of some disease
or is it just me?
got this internalised fear of disability
i'm acting like it's no different from dying
i don't know how to express this anxiety
i'm not even sure that i should try
is this my place to speak?
is this song worth anything?
is this art or am i just spiralling?

my face hurts
i'm still not back
i hate this place
but i'm fucking trapped
would move to the states
but i can't get insurance
the wife and i would die so goddamn fast
so i'm stuck here
where it's not much better
got the tories in power
and this dreadful weather
i'm soaked to the bone
i'm shivering like fuck
i'm tired
it's in my blood

oh no
we're falling down a hole
oh no
we're falling down a hole
oh no
we're falling down a hole
oh no
we're falling down a hole
we're getting to the last of this
teenage angst
emo bullshit
i hope this is the last of this
emotionally jackin it
have you learned anything?
did you sing along?
has it been worth the listening?
is this noise better than nothing at all?

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from Vaguely Authentic EP, released March 14, 2018

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7 Hour Darkness Invasion London, UK

sad tgirl from london/chicago living in york

Check out 7hdi-demos.bandcamp.com for demos!

c/w: there's a lot of shit about blood/trans stuff/suicide/alcoholism in all my albums

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