We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

"There's not enough alka​-​seltzer in the world to ease the headache caused by you" parts 2 & 3

from Beach Life by 7 Hour Darkness Invasion

/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

  • Buy the Full Digital Album

about

Part 3 was originally about how I could wait and see how things would pan out, how things might be fucked but right then I couldn't do anything about it. It wasn't a happy song per say but it was optimistic.

lyrics

[part 2]
6 hour drive
To a 9 hour flight
To an hour long Piccadilly line ride
To you
Thought I might see this one through

On Holloway Road
And the text arrives
That you're sorry but you can't meet up tonight
And that's fucked
Cause tomorrow I'm leaving for Europe

Head back home
And take off my clothes
Masturbate a little but the porn won't load
It's okay
I can barely get it up anyway

Pick up my guitar
Work on gulf storms
Realise that this song has the same chords
I'm screwed
Guess I'll just call it part two

You're the riptide of my life
I've been pulled into deep water
By dreams of being your wife
This didn't end right
I was supposed to stop by
I need a conclusion
I need to know why
Why you don't like what I'm like
Why you don't want to hold me in the night
I don't want to go without you for months at a time
I need to play you some songs of mine

I occasionally remember a conversation
From a couple years back
Where you said you didn't like holding hands
And it's scared me ever since
Cause I love holding hands
And I love you
And I'd love to hold hands with you
And feel your fingers between mine
Feel you pull me along when you get excited
Feel you squeeze real tight if I ever start to cry

[part 3]
It's the 3rd of May, 2017
And I haven't seen you since last september
And that's fine cause I'm over you now
But still I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me
I don't think that I can give this album an ending
Cause these feelings never ended
These songs still stand
I just changed focus to someone new
Who doesn't like me in that way too
Oh god, I can't get over anyone
Without getting into someone else
I'm trying hard to just move on
To write some different songs
But this is all I think about and it feels so fucking wrong
I can't grow up
Can't really change
And it's so dumb that I'm in pain
And that it won't end
Because some people just want to be my friend

credits

from Beach Life, released May 25, 2017

license

tags

about

7 Hour Darkness Invasion image

7 Hour Darkness Invasion London, UK

sad tgirl from london/chicago living in york

Check out 7hdi-demos.bandcamp.com for demos!

c/w: there's a lot of shit about blood/trans stuff/suicide/alcoholism in all my albums

header is a comment from pornhub user "ilovecollegegirls" on an fpov vid ... more

contact / help

Contact 7 Hour Darkness Invasion

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this track or account

If you like 7 Hour Darkness Invasion, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Saxophonist Isaiah Collier chats about his new LP and the influence of Pharoah Sanders.
listen now