1, 2, 3, 4

Step on my balls
Sit on my face
Spank me mommy
I'll kiss your taint
Cum in my hair
Piss in my mouth
Choke me daddy
Slap me about

Fuck me like I'm your ex girlfriend
Fuck me like I'm the asshole she cheated on you with
Fuck me like I'm their younger sister
Who's never even seen a dick

This audience sucks
Y'all fucks don't even dance
And no one understands
How uncomfortable I am up here
Stripping myself bare for your pleasure
Are you having fun?
Are you getting off right now?
Was this worth the 4 pounds?


I'm tired
it's in my blood
and i'm starting to doubt whether i'll make it home
this coat's not waterproof
headphones broke again
so i'm listening to the wind and the rain and the traffic
thinking about the things i said
trying to console a friend
wishing that i knew how to be supportive
just wanna take my wet clothes off
and get back to bed
but i mean it's not like i ever really rest

cause when i try to go to sleep
i hear people speak to me
i hear drums beat
distant screams
it's a cacophony
and in my dreams
i get deadnamed by my friends
and i try and fail to save my ex again and again

i'm tired
you could say i'm fatigued
is it a symptom of some disease
or is it just me?
got this internalised fear of disability
i'm acting like it's no different from dying
i don't know how to express this anxiety
i'm not even sure that i should try
is this my place to speak?
is this song worth anything?
is this art or am i just spiralling?

my face hurts
i'm still not back
i hate this place
but i'm fucking trapped
would move to the states
but i can't get insurance
the wife and i would die so goddamn fast
so i'm stuck here
where it's not much better
got the tories in power
and this dreadful weather
i'm soaked to the bone
i'm shivering like fuck
i'm tired
it's in my blood

oh no
we're falling down a hole
oh no
we're falling down a hole
oh no
we're falling down a hole
oh no
we're falling down a hole
we're getting to the last of this
teenage angst
emo bullshit
i hope this is the last of this
emotionally jackin it
have you learned anything?
did you sing along?
has it been worth the listening?
was this noise better than nothing at all?


everybody else just wants me to kill myself
everybody else just wants me to kill myself
everybody else just wants me to kill myself
they always try and kill me and they always try and starve me out
everybody just wants me to kill myself
everybody else just wants me to kill myself
everybody else just wants me to kill myself
a dozen people stalking me like i give a fuck about


and all that you left, you left for someone
all of this hurt that's wilted off
all this relief it's the oddest thing
oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god
all that you left, you left for someone
all of this hurt that's wilted off
all this relief it's the oddest thing
oh my god
oh. my. god.

oh.
my.
god.


o h.

m y.

g o d.


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we are 7hdi, if you liked us fuckin do heroin.


[tom beer screaming]