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nothing good
01:49
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3:40 in the morning
and i mean i got like work to do
i got exams in a week
assignments coming up
and deadlines soon
but i can't i can't i can't i can't bring myself to get up
and i feel like moving is fucking worthless
because
nothing good will ever happen again
everyone's telling me not to die but what then
i'm tired of this bullshit advice
"keep yourself alive and do this all again tomorrow night"
don't kill yourself
instead get killed in a male private prison
you've been sent to for laughing at a government official
don't kill yourself
instead die begging for money on twitter
cause your pre-existing condition means you can't get insurance
don't kill yourself
instead die on the way to another hospital
cause the first one refused to treat you cause you're trans
don't kill yourself
instead go out like Chyna or Tiara or Keke or Jojo or Mesha or Jacquarrius or Alphonza
and just get fucking murdered
nothing good will every happen again
there's no point trying
sorry friends
i'm giving up on your bullshit advice
as soon as i find the nerve to end my fucking life
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coldfish
03:44
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tally up to twenty
that's a new record!
bathwater's getting murky
fuck there are no bandaids in this room
and it looks like there's no stopping any time soon
oh well
i get mostly dry
i don't dry my legs though
cause i don't want the towel to get stained
put on my jeans and carry on with my day
just carry on with my day
bleeding under my clothes
i'm bleeding under my clothes
and nobody knows
and why should they?
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4. |
some stuff
01:24
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c/w: there's a lot of shit about blood/trans stuff/suicide/alcoholism in all my albums
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