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broken record (single)

by 7 Hour Darkness Invasion

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Wake up to a text Pull myself out of bed Because another of my friends is having a meltdown And we've all been there But it seems like every week now Someone I care about will get fucked up and freak out Not that I'm any better Last week I got high and got paranoid And had to be taken to the hospital But now I've stopped smoking And I've already stopped drinking So I'm consoling my friend who's in tears about stuff I can't really understand before I've had my coffee When you're depressed you get stoned all alone every day At least it seems that way And when you give up, you drop out, ditch your friends, and move away This might be weird to say But I can see myself and the people I love Heading towards that place And I'm not sure there's anything I can do To stay even vaguely okay Now I'm back under my covers Wishing I had the nerve to save everyone some time And end my life Cause no one should have to hear About all the shit I went through last year No one should have to listen to me whine About how I'm too broken to even cry What am I living for I don't wanna be a burden anymore So for the 3rd time this month I stand up, lock the door Get my razor out, sit down in the shower Cut up my body for a couple of hours One of these days I swear I'll be brave and cut a vein I'm sorry I'm trying
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sorry 03:20
I'm sorry Both for the drinking and for what came after And I'm sorry for letting that happen again, and again, and again I'm sorry These jokes aren't great and they aren't getting better And maybe it's best to not try to make you laugh when you're crying I'm sorry I hate all the dumb shit that I say too And I'm sorry for being so bad at expressing the fact that I love you But I love you And I'm sorry that I do I'm sorry that I've made you deal with that I'm sorry that you're someone I think I can turn to Cause when I die by suicide I don't ever want you to think That it's your fault Cause it's not, all it is is that I'm weak And when I go I want you to know That you did all you could I think you should be proud That I ever felt good I'm sorry I'm sorry for whining so much And if you're listening It's probably out of obligation In that case You deserve congratulations You got through it all And if you can then maybe I can too

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C/W: suicide, self harm

couple of songs about wanting to die

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released March 16, 2017

yvette (she/her) on guitar and vocals
recorded by lauren (she/her)

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7 Hour Darkness Invasion London, UK

sad tgirl from london/chicago living in york

Check out 7hdi-demos.bandcamp.com for demos!

c/w: there's a lot of shit about blood/trans stuff/suicide/alcoholism in all my albums

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